Today Kyndal would be 6 months old. Wow time has really gone by quickly. As much as it has flown by we feel really blessed. The grief is still there, but comes in less. We still think about her daily. Even her brothers remind us about her. Today we had morning prayer on her rug that is in our room. Case was the one who mentioned the rug.. it was sweet.
At support group we were talking about how everyone is in different places of thier grief.. some just lost babies.. others it has been years.. the feelings never change.. but things get a little easier as time passes. I am finding that to be so true. Many others in the group are still so angry.. I am so grateful that I have never felt angry in this whole process. Some of these dads want to hurt people. Blades too has never felt angry about it. It has been life changing.. but now I have a piece of our family in Heaven waiting for us. It makes heaven seem a bit more real.. and close..
Time does some crazy things..
Time is such a weird thing!! I cant believe she would be six months already.. seems like yesterday! Having the gospel in our lives sure does bring comfort that others just dont understand! Im sure your baby girl is close by today and everyday! I love what you said on Sage's blog... that our loved ones have the same memories we do since they are still watching over us! That is awesome, it put into words the thoughts I was having and Im sure that it is true!
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I also, can't believe it was 6 months agao. It was just yesterday. I wonder all the time what and who she would look like. Precious little girl.. I know greif is soooooo hard. I love the comment. We never grieve less we only grive less often. Time heals..the pain is the same.. She is watching over you, her sweet loving Mother.. She knows you, she feels you. She loves you..
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